"let me come over, i can waste your time, i'm bored..."

i am overwhelmed by the big picture because i get so caught up with all the details.

so, the big picture is often not completed because i get so side-tracked...

augh! this is a bad realization, as you stand and ponder, staring at half-washed dishes in a spotless sink... neatly folded clothing on a dusty table.... or perfectly arranged books in the middle of a massive pile of other junk.

i walk the path of life every day with very bad vision, that only allows me to see about 6 inches in front of my face, as long as i wear my glasses or contacts. i think this is a good image of how i see my life, mentally. i can only see a small bit in front of me, because its so complex with all these miniscule important factors that invade my consciousness.

coffee adds to it...

and i can't take any photographs right now so my eyes are seeing all this beauty and the artist in me is unable to express it by sharing....

ok. enough said.

-i played in portland last night with valeri.
-we made it through the snow and winterwonderland...
-God gave me yesterday what i desperately needed.
-plus music and friends...

the free drink and dinner wasn't too bad either.

awesome:)